Maya: Meditation Offer?

( Ran into that woman again, Maya. She's definitely, out there... I guess. Talking about meditation and ways to balance your blah blah blah. Yeah lady. Sure. Maybe for someone smoking up the good stuff. Try that when you've got the fire of Luna throbbing through your veins, and instinct to kill that's decidedly predatory. Sigh. There is absolutely something off about her. And the worst part of it all? As soon as I start barking at her, I get to feeling bad about it. What the hell is that about? )

That Crazy Girl Talked Me Into Doing Something ... Crazy!

( Doing something I've /never/ done before. And I'm terrified. I'd never in a hundred years do this if Jules were still here. But he's not, and things are getting out of hand. I can't dig any deeper for him, not since my big fuck up. I've no idea what to expect, no real idea how to act. I mean, I know, I get that manners will go a long way, but shit. It's like even when my head thinks of being mindful of them, my mouth just goes on its own. RB said no one's told her what to do. That's the only reason I'm not flipping them off already. Maybe things are different here. Maybe it's just a matter of knowing who /not/ to shoot when the bullets start flying. Maybe? God I hope this isn't a mistake. )