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( Doing something I've /never/ done before. And I'm terrified. I'd never in a hundred years do this if Jules were still here. But he's not, and things are getting out of hand. I can't dig any deeper for him, not since my big fuck up. I've no idea what to expect, no real idea how to act. I mean, I know, I get that manners will go a long way, but shit. It's like even when my head thinks of being mindful of them, my mouth just goes on its own. RB said no one's told her what to do. That's the only reason I'm not flipping them off already. Maybe things are different here. Maybe it's just a matter of knowing who /not/ to shoot when the bullets start flying. Maybe? God I hope this isn't a mistake. )