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Just an info update.

( Just a heads up on some new developments from Skylar. )

No more Helping Mack, NONE!

( And yup. Another shining example of why don't help people! It's like, the whole airplane oxygen mask rule. Save your own ass before saving the asses of stupid children. This has to stop. )

Current Mood: annoyed

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This Hero Shit has GOT to Stop, Mack

( Once again, my stupid heroics get me into a freaking hot spot. I mean, I'd never have forgiven myself if I just turned the other way, but I really need to stop ending up in these situations. With Jules there, at least I had back up and a way out most of the time. This is too close. Too on the edge. And this girl is freaking insane anyway. Why does she care? And why does she think it's a good idea to even remotely try to do something about it? She's gonna end up dead. )

Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Location: Youth Center

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ben,
mack

Meeting a "Higher Up"

( I can't believe I actually freaking /stayed/ there until someone showed up. What's going on with me? And the guy who did? Ho.Lee.Shit. I seriously thought I might either wet myself, or leave in two more pieces than I walked in as. But ya know? At the end of it all - Skylar was right. It's not like I imagined it would be. Things are different here. And my fiasco a few weeks ago really proves the point that me, solo, here... is not an ideal formula. Question is, can I really give this a go, or will I flake? If they're willing to offer help in my search, I'd be a fool not to give this a shot. For his sake if nothing else. )

Current Mood: nervous
Current Location: Youth Center

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mack,
skylar

That Crazy Girl Talked Me Into Doing Something ... Crazy!

( Doing something I've /never/ done before. And I'm terrified. I'd never in a hundred years do this if Jules were still here. But he's not, and things are getting out of hand. I can't dig any deeper for him, not since my big fuck up. I've no idea what to expect, no real idea how to act. I mean, I know, I get that manners will go a long way, but shit. It's like even when my head thinks of being mindful of them, my mouth just goes on its own. RB said no one's told her what to do. That's the only reason I'm not flipping them off already. Maybe things are different here. Maybe it's just a matter of knowing who /not/ to shoot when the bullets start flying. Maybe? God I hope this isn't a mistake. )

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Location: Cafe
Current Music: Blood in the Water - Shaman's Harvest

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mack,
maya

Maya: Meditation Offer?

( Ran into that woman again, Maya. She's definitely, out there... I guess. Talking about meditation and ways to balance your blah blah blah. Yeah lady. Sure. Maybe for someone smoking up the good stuff. Try that when you've got the fire of Luna throbbing through your veins, and instinct to kill that's decidedly predatory. Sigh. There is absolutely something off about her. And the worst part of it all? As soon as I start barking at her, I get to feeling bad about it. What the hell is that about? )

Current Mood: worried

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mack,
thandi

Ugh! Much Suck.

( All I wanted was to grab some replacements for the shit that got dirty and ruined. I've /never/ been caught snagging from the bins before. Seriously, am I running on only negative karma right now? Come on! )

Current Mood: scared

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gm,
mack

Welcome Madness, Say Hello

( Well that was dumb... and now I might have fucked up any chance I've got of getting anywhere. Shoulda stayed out of it. Should have fucking stayed out of it. )

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Talking Music with that Weird Chick

( Ran into that singer again. Got to talk to her this time. Her friend with the colored hair showed up too, but despite getting vibes they were looking to meet up, she stayed clear of us. Dunno what to make of her. Tried sniffing some details out but all I got was a whole bunch of humies on the radar. Gonna give things some time. She might be able to give me a few connections for indoor tip-earning, and that's welcome. Still can't shake that something's odd though. )

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mack,
maurtis

Looking for Gigs - Finding a Foul Mouth

( What a foul-mouthed repair guy. Still - maybe he can figure out what's up with the truck. ... maybe. )

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: All Along the Watchtower

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diary

"There must be some kind of way out of here..."

( Mack's Thoughts )

All Along the Watchtower

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Coffeeshops; Music and Madness?

( Was checking out one of the coffee shops when things just started getting weird. A really good singer, plus a total jerkwad, plus some other chick... I seriously feel like I just had some kind of Pulp Fiction like dream or something. I need time to sort through what just happened. )

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gm,
mack

Scouting some of the Hot Spots

( Digging in on some leads I got. Definitely seems like there could be a connection. But holy shit. If it is the same? So so so way over my head. I'm actually praying this lead wasn't spot on- ya know? I want the guys I'm after to NOT be the guys that blew a whole section of industry into a warzone. )

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gm,
mack

Motoring up to Motown

( Made it to Detroit. All those rumors and stories about how bad it's gotten? Just the tip of the iceburg. The heart of the city is managing 'okay' but the whole place puts a heaviness on you. This is probably way too big of a haystack, and way too deadly of one for me to be doing this on my own. But what the hell else can I do? )